It doesn’t have to be this way.
Go away. I do not wish to speak to you anymore.
In the meadows of dreams
To where we can sleep
I find you there
And with the knife I keep
I stab you violently
Sing, sing to the trees
As you lay there
Dying beneath my feet
That’s great. It really is. I wish I could meet them…. Thank you for humoring me. I don’t blame you for not wanting to speak with me. If you change your mind though; you’ve always known where to find me. I love you.
I will never let you meet them. My apologies Rosy but you are nothing to me anymore. We may have been friends before, perhaps, that I cannot remember but you will never see me again. I left you once before and that was hard enough on you? Do not think me cruel.
I do this for your own good. Do you know what I’ve learned since leaving? No one ever stays. My children and Dmitri will die. And I will live alone again. They will leave me again.
Everyone leaves eventually. I’ve left Dabe. I’ve left the Lab. I’ve left. Because I will never again let ANYONE ever leave me again. I will never let them hurt me again.
And this is goodbye Rosy.
I do not love you.
I’m so sorry Rosy. Please forgive me for this. I love you please save me help me I need you.
I once did. But I don’t. Not anymore.
I don’t want anything. I just missed you. It’s been a long time. How are you?
I don’t have time for your petty conversations. I’m busy. If you must know, I’ve been fine. My children have grown up. I’m married again. That is all you need to know.
Do you have anything else to say, Rosy or are you done?